Prabhupāda was Never Truly Alone in His Preaching Mission
Śrīla Prabhupāda often recalled his early days of preaching, highlighting the contrast between his initial solitary struggle and the eventual expansion of his worldwide movement. Although he arrived in America with no institutional support, his deep conviction and connection to his spiritual master ensured he never felt truly isolated. This article explores Śrīla Prabhupāda's personal reflections on his "single-handed" mission and his profound appreciation for the disciples who came to assist him.
The Courage of a Solitary Preacher
Śrīla Prabhupāda arrived in the United States at an advanced age, carrying only a few books and a heart full of devotion. He often spoke of the hardships he faced while living alone in New York and Vṛndāvana, yet he remained confident and brave because he was acting on the order of his spiritual master.
- When I left my home for your country in 1965 alone, the government would not allow me to take any money. I had only a few book and forty rupees, Indian forty rupees.
- Yes, I am still brave. (laughter) Otherwise how could I come alone to preach Krsna consciousness? I am still brave.
- Even at the old age of 70, I started for America. There, for a full one year I had to experience great difficulties in my single handed mission on this account.
- From 1954 to '66 I struggled very hard. Alone.
Feeling the Presence of the Spiritual Master
Despite the appearance of being alone, Śrīla Prabhupāda taught that a pure devotee is always accompanied by the paramparā. He shared how he felt the constant presence of his Guru Mahārāja, which gave him the strength to face any difficulty in a foreign land.
- When I first came to the United States I was seemingly alone for one year. But I never felt alone. I always felt the presence of my Guru Maharaja.
- Even ordinary living being, he does not die. Na hanyate hanyamane sarire. And what to speak of such exalted, authorized personality like Bhaktisiddhanta. He is seeing. I never feel that I am alone.
- Actually, there is no anxiety. We have experienced this. I was alone for many years, but not a single day I was starving. No. There was food.
- The secret in a devotee's writing is that when he writes about the pastimes of the Lord, the Lord helps him; he does not write alone.
Disciples as Representatives of the Guru
Śrīla Prabhupāda viewed his disciples with immense gratitude and affection. He did not see them as ordinary helpers but as divine gifts sent by his spiritual master to help fulfill the mission of spreading Kṛṣṇa consciousness when he could no longer do it alone.
- My Spiritual Master knew it that alone I could not do this great work. Therefore He has very kindly sent you all to help me in this task. I accept you therefore as representatives of my Guru Maharaja playing as my affectionate disciples.
- This Krsna consciousness movement is expanding by their help. I am alone, but they are helping me. They are my gurus. I am not their guru, because they are helping me in executing my Guru Maharaja's order.
- It is because you are helping me that all this has become possible otherwise how can I do anything alone, ekaki amara nahi paya bol, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu says that I cannot do anything, alone I am helpless.
- I may inform you in this connection that what I am doing to push on this great movement in the world is all with your cooperation. It is not possible for me alone to execute this great responsibility.
From Solitude to Spiritual Joy
Śrīla Prabhupāda explained that while he could chant and speak alone, true ānanda or spiritual bliss is found in the presence of others. He expressed great joy in seeing his disciples take up the mission, allowing the movement to grow beyond what one person could achieve.
- The speaking is very pleasing when there are many persons here. I cannot speak alone here. That is not ananda. I can speak here at night, dead of night, nobody here. That is not ananda. Ananda means there must be others.
- Because God is sac-cid-ananda-vigraha (BS 5.1) - He's all-pleasure - therefore, without many, there is no pleasure. Just like here I sit down the whole day alone, but I become more active and more pleasing when you come.
- I went to your country alone, without any expectation, and this movement has become so nice. Actually, by one man's effort it was not possible. This is acintya-sakti, Krsna's, inconceivable.
- I am one man alone, yet now there are so many nice boys and girls like you to help me push on this movement in my old age.
Conclusion
The history of Śrīla Prabhupāda’s mission is a testament to the power of faith and the mercy of the spiritual master. Though he spent years in physical solitude, his heart was always in the company of the Supreme Lord. By welcoming his disciples as partners in this divine task, he transformed a single-handed struggle into a global family, proving that when one works for Kṛṣṇa, they are never truly alone.
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